Missing you, Still. Last year's post.... I'm a little disjointed tonight. I'm okay but there is still that ache that comes with loss of a loved one. Five years. Five years of grief. Some days I miss you so much it hurts. Some days I miss you so much and I laugh at all of… Continue reading 5 years without you
So, I am not sure if you have noticed or not, but I have been hiding a lot when it comes to Social Media. I may comment or "like," here or there, but I have been drifting in my own little world for a few months. That's the thing about pain; it has it's… Continue reading An attempt at “thank you…”
This post isn't really for me, as much as it is for you. Please read at your own will and take as much as you want. Sometimes seeing our feelings validated in written form is more healing than we can comprehend. So, here's to you, dear reader: People post online, "Adulting is hard." I'll let… Continue reading You are stronger than you think.
Look, it's the middle of the night. 2:15AM, to be exact and I can't sleep because I had a really rough day. I have another doctors appointment today and I'm just a ball of insomnia because anxiety is fun. /s So, as I was laying in bed trying to sleep, I realized that while I… Continue reading “Accurate” medical descriptions…
"Learn the rules like a pro, so you can break them like an artist."-- Picasso "Know the rules, but break them and set yourself free," is exactly my interpretation of that quote and I fucking love it. Also, I like, never ever ask this, but if you would kindly take the time to click… Continue reading Random realizations…
Trigger warning: disordered eating, depression, drinking Today's blog is pretty straight forward, so if any of those things are triggers for you, please click out of the blog. Here is a video of Jenna Marbles making a bed for her dog out of soap. What if I told you, dear reader, that we have an intrinsic… Continue reading It’s really fucking simple.
Sorry, I've been out. Or rather, I've been in. Inside the lucid chaos that is my psyche. I have learned that as I near age 30, a baby by all accounts, I still bear witness to some horrific things. Life is hard. And the trials and tribulations never stop. It is an endless cycle of what once… Continue reading Lines in the sand
Hello blog world. I wish I could come to you with joy tonight and shine a light on my health updates and journey, but life isn't filtered through rose colored glasses. Life is raw, real, and can be very painful at times. This is where I am today. In pain. Navigating the torrential waters of… Continue reading Adoptee stuff no one talks about…
"Internet Storm" artwork by Tomas Czerwinski at http://canvas.pantone.com/gallery/32856579/Internet-Storm Happy Friday, everyone! I know that I have been MIA for quite some time now, and I have strong hope that I will be fully back within the next couple of weeks, but until then I just wanted to express my thoughts and concerns revolving around a certain… Continue reading Intentional Internet
Well, it has been a full month since my last "post" (the one where I said I was taking a break) I don't want to neglect my blog. It is such a part of my spirit to write, but honestly everything is harder than it should be right now. To make a very long story… Continue reading Where have I been?