Sorry, I've been out. Or rather, I've been in. Inside the lucid chaos that is my psyche. I have learned that as I near age 30, a baby by all accounts, I still bear witness to some horrific things. Life is hard. And the trials and tribulations never stop. It is an endless cycle of what once… Continue reading Lines in the sand
Hello blog world. I wish I could come to you with joy tonight and shine a light on my health updates and journey, but life isn't filtered through rose colored glasses. Life is raw, real, and can be very painful at times. This is where I am today. In pain. Navigating the torrential waters of… Continue reading Adoptee stuff no one talks about…
"Internet Storm" artwork by Tomas Czerwinski at http://canvas.pantone.com/gallery/32856579/Internet-Storm Happy Friday, everyone! I know that I have been MIA for quite some time now, and I have strong hope that I will be fully back within the next couple of weeks, but until then I just wanted to express my thoughts and concerns revolving around a certain… Continue reading Intentional Internet
Well, it has been a full month since my last "post" (the one where I said I was taking a break) I don't want to neglect my blog. It is such a part of my spirit to write, but honestly everything is harder than it should be right now. To make a very long story… Continue reading Where have I been?
Sorry guys there won't be a blog until further notice... I went to the ER last week on 2/6 due to signifigant pain in my Right shoulder and Right side along with nausea and vomiting. We aren't sure what's wrong yet bc mt labs and CT and Ultrasound all came back fine. I was sent… Continue reading Taking a break
These are the days that are hard. The days that I'm hurting and being strong for everyone around me. I don't want pity or apologies. I just want to be surrounded by my loved ones in quiet comfort. Walking in my socks because my sneakers don't fit right and we can't afford more. This is… Continue reading Alone.
You have the right to know your worth. You have the right to say no, and to set limits. You have the right to say, "hey, I learned something from this and I'd like to share that knowledge with you." Remember that the way people react is a reflection of where they are in life--… Continue reading Boundaries.
January is quickly coming to an end. It's gone by pretty quickly, hasn't it! I know so many people who set goals for themselves and then who stopped short and decided to quit trying. Here's the thing, it's better to fuck shit up and fail than it is to not try at all. A lot of… Continue reading Let’s talk about motivation.
The year is 1994 and I am a mere six years old. Riding in the back seat of Mom's van with the sliding door, a song comes on the radio. The guitars blare and the drums thrum and this voice... the powerful soulful voice of Dolores O'Riordan envelops my soul. My heart soars, as I… Continue reading Linger
I am taking a break from blogging for a bit. I will also be off social media. Sometimes I get overwhelmed and need a break. I am being kind to myself by giving myself the love and care that I need to be strong. I am so glad I have a little girl and husband… Continue reading Midnight Moon