Look, it's the middle of the night. 2:15AM, to be exact and I can't sleep because I had a really rough day. I have another doctors appointment today and I'm just a ball of insomnia because anxiety is fun. /s So, as I was laying in bed trying to sleep, I realized that while I… Continue reading “Accurate” medical descriptions…
"Learn the rules like a pro, so you can break them like an artist."-- Picasso "Know the rules, but break them and set yourself free," is exactly my interpretation of that quote and I fucking love it. Also, I like, never ever ask this, but if you would kindly take the time to click… Continue reading Random realizations…
Trigger warning: disordered eating, depression, drinking Today's blog is pretty straight forward, so if any of those things are triggers for you, please click out of the blog. Here is a video of Jenna Marbles making a bed for her dog out of soap. What if I told you, dear reader, that we have an intrinsic… Continue reading It’s really fucking simple.
Sorry, I've been out. Or rather, I've been in. Inside the lucid chaos that is my psyche. I have learned that as I near age 30, a baby by all accounts, I still bear witness to some horrific things. Life is hard. And the trials and tribulations never stop. It is an endless cycle of what once… Continue reading Lines in the sand
Hello blog world. I wish I could come to you with joy tonight and shine a light on my health updates and journey, but life isn't filtered through rose colored glasses. Life is raw, real, and can be very painful at times. This is where I am today. In pain. Navigating the torrential waters of… Continue reading Adoptee stuff no one talks about…
"Internet Storm" artwork by Tomas Czerwinski at http://canvas.pantone.com/gallery/32856579/Internet-Storm Happy Friday, everyone! I know that I have been MIA for quite some time now, and I have strong hope that I will be fully back within the next couple of weeks, but until then I just wanted to express my thoughts and concerns revolving around a certain… Continue reading Intentional Internet
Well, it has been a full month since my last "post" (the one where I said I was taking a break) I don't want to neglect my blog. It is such a part of my spirit to write, but honestly everything is harder than it should be right now. To make a very long story… Continue reading Where have I been?
Sorry guys there won't be a blog until further notice... I went to the ER last week on 2/6 due to signifigant pain in my Right shoulder and Right side along with nausea and vomiting. We aren't sure what's wrong yet bc mt labs and CT and Ultrasound all came back fine. I was sent… Continue reading Taking a break
These are the days that are hard. The days that I'm hurting and being strong for everyone around me. I don't want pity or apologies. I just want to be surrounded by my loved ones in quiet comfort. Walking in my socks because my sneakers don't fit right and we can't afford more. This is… Continue reading Alone.
You have the right to know your worth. You have the right to say no, and to set limits. You have the right to say, "hey, I learned something from this and I'd like to share that knowledge with you." Remember that the way people react is a reflection of where they are in life--… Continue reading Boundaries.